| Even if it's not for yourself... |
[Tuesday
October 13th, 2009] |
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NEWS - Happy Birthday |
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Without me even realizing it, this song has helped me through hard times back then. so much that i'm able to smile again.
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| Into the New World |
[Thursday
August 27th, 2009] |
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i just got a new job, just started this week and so far it's been fun. slow, but kinda fun. it's a whole new environment, a whole new people, and of course, a whole new expectations to meet. the company is small but very comfortable. simple but classy. there are three big bosses here and i haven't met the other two bosses, but from what i heard from the staff, they're pretty okay. quite easy-going and comfortable to be around with. hopefully they would be much better than my previous boss.
and since my new job is in a private company, i can already see the difference of the work ethics between where i worked at (which is a government) and here at the new place. everyone here is commited to their work, and i feel that i have to step up my game to catch up with them. but, as always, no worries. i'm sure i could catch up to them sooner or later.
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| Writer's Block: 5//7//5 |
[Wednesday
July 15th, 2009] |
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again, wake up late
eat meehoon and watch TV
again, clubbox sucks.
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| i just realized something |
[Wednesday
July 15th, 2009] |
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i don't have anything that i'm really good at. nothing. not music, not sports, not even IT stuff. i'm so sad...
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| Writer's Block: Economizing |
[Friday
July 10th, 2009] |
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calm |
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music |
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2NE1 - I don't care |
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Basically, going out. Especially now that i don't have a job and I am generally a hermit, I don't go out much. Not going out means cutting clothes, make-up, shoes, etc. Not food though. I think food is essential (yes, including ice cream and chocolates) and there is no way that food is in the budget list.
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| I'm Lost Without You |
[Thursday
July 2nd, 2009] |
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calm |
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music |
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Blink 182 - The Fallen Interlude |
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I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
  
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| take a look at yourself |
[Friday
June 26th, 2009] |
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mood |
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 nostalgic |
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and make a change.
while i dun really consider myself as an MJ fan now, but i used to really like him. and somehow i still support him and his music. no one can deny the impact he had brought into this world. the good, the bad, the unsure.
he will be missed and may his soul rest in peace.
i still feel weird hearing about this news.
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| to the real world |
[Monday
April 6th, 2009] |
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music |
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Big Bang - Make Love |
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my sister and i bought a new CPU. yay~!! no more failing to boot, no more having to watch only certain videos cuz if it's too big, it got stuck, no more having stucked-videos from youtube, no more broken cd player, and sl~ow processor. we think we got duped, cuz the salesperson said that the ROM is 160G, and we only got 80G, but it's okay. at least it's twice bigger than our dear granny-old CPU. our monitor is having some problems too, but i think we'll wait until it's last breath before buying a new one.
that, for me, is probably the most exciting thing that has ever happened to me recently. that is, until we finally can get our hands on AAA DVD, in which we avoid totally from looking at all the related posts that's been in all the communities as to not spoil the excitement. cant wait!
i'm also suddenly a fan of Big Bang. first Korean artist that i seriously crazy about as of now. i'm trying hard not to let history repeats itself, where i really got into Arashi, which led to NEWS and Kanjani8 and urm, everything else. Help me!
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| TINA'S GONNA BE THE END OF ME, I SWEAR! XD |
[Wednesday
August 27th, 2008] |
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mellow |
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music |
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NEWS - Hoshi wo Mezashite |
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So, shade_of_kim, your LiveJournal reveals...
You are... 25% unique (blame, for example, your interest in tina asparagus) and 10% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy harry potter). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are wary of trusting strangers. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.
Your overall weirdness is: 46(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 86% of other LJers.)
Find out what your weirdness level is!
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| "Bringing HOPE to People in Need" |
[Saturday
August 23rd, 2008] |
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touched |
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I just came back from a visitation to an orphanage for a Khidmat Masyarakat (or Community Service) today. Actually, it's not really an orphanage cuz not all of them are orphans. Some of them are there because they were abused or abandoned. The age of the children range from 1 month old to 18 years old.
I had the chance to meet the most beautiful 1 year-old girl. She has long eyelashes, big eyes, and darkest of hair. Then, there's a 2 year-old boy who is so adorable and clever. I even saw a few-month-old baby sleeping in the cradle. I can tell that they're excited to see us because they instantly smile and come to us and touch us, hold our hands and play with us. I've never seen a bunch of toddlers who are all very friendly towards other people.
Then, there's a 16 year-old girl who, despite looks unfriendly, is very creative and somehow I can see that she cares for the other kids in the orphanage, even though she can be rough with them at times.
A 13-year-old girl told me her story. She has been staying there for 2 years now, and she has no parents. When I asked her how she came to stay there, she said she ran away from her stepsister. I don't asked her the reason cuz she looked like she didn't want to talk about it. So, I let her be. Then, she started opening up to me, saying that she's been bullied and teased by the other kids. She said that the other kids said that she's... i dont know the word in english but it's something like snobbish, and said that her face looks like a monkey, and in fact monkey is prettier than her. And she's totally hurt by that. I tried to give her advice, like "just be patience" and "pray always. God will help you", but it seems like she's starting to lose hope. She said that she's been praying everyday, but her prayer is not answered, and it's like she's about to break down any moment now. I actually feel scared when seeing her like that. I've never seen such negative kid, and it's saddening to me that she feels like she has no one in this world to lean on. Once she opened up to me, she clung on me, always holding my arms and telling me about her feelings. It's like she's been holding it all in, and now she's pouring it out for me to hear. I hope by letting it out, she can feel less burdened. I hope whatever it is that i was telling her, could reach her in someway. Because to be honest, I suck big time in comforting people. But the fact that she's reaching out to me for comfort makes me feel like I had helped her in some little way. I really hope she could be more happy after our little chat. I hope she could find her happiness.
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| It only takes a moment to break something that takes a lifetime to build |
[Friday
July 4th, 2008] |
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 silly |
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music |
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Kat-tun - Uta Itsuzukeru Toki |
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A friend of mine is leaving the company after a long time. I just hope that he won't bring the bitterness to wherever he's going. I hope he could move on and they can be friends again.
I hope she won't be too stubborn when he is ready to ask for forgiveness. I hope that they could talk things out and be friends again.
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| Wrong... |
[Tuesday
June 3rd, 2008] |
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mood |
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restless |
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I got registered for the wrong subject, and I've missed a few of the classes already which are not many to begin with, and co-curriculum subjects are not the subjects where you're supposed to skip the class. The grades hugely depends on the attendance itself. My jun icon is gone, i don't know where or if i even saved it in the virtual memory, and I think I might fail the easiest subject in the history, and I'm supposed to have 1 credit hour left! For all I know, I might not get to graduate this year because of this! And I have to sacrifice my 1 day-off to sort out this subject thing with Ms. Florida, I just hope she won't be pissed... I still have to find the perfect shoes for my dress, I still have to sort out my hair (and head), and I still haven't got paid.
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| Ai Ai Gasa icons |
[Saturday
May 24th, 2008] |
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mood |
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 lazy |
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music |
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recording of a meeting minutes *yawn* |
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| Summer Time icons |
[Friday
May 16th, 2008] |
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calm |
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music |
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Nino - Winter Song |
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| Mom is an Ohno-bait! |
[Friday
May 16th, 2008] |
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well~.... recently everytime me and Jessie is watching Arashi's Time DVD, my mom would be there. She identify them by the 'bulu ayam' (literally mean chicken feathers) or the big colourful feather on their shoulders. So it happened that my mom also met a japanese lady who is staying here in our state (how cool is that?) who appearantly knows Arashi... from the description that my mom gave her about the bulu ayam...
This is my assumption of their conversation abt arashi...
Mom: my daughters like this japanese group that have 'bulu ayam' on their shoulders...
Japanese lady: Oh! i know them! arashi?
And yes, they're speaking malay and english cuz the lady is learning to speak malay...
Funny how coincidence works, right? XD
Then, yesterday, we watched it again, you see.... but this time it's way after the bulu ayam(XD) perfs...it's where they're wearing costumes in their own colour... And then, it's Ohno's turn to sing....
Mom: ini yang kiut! yang baju biru ni~! (this one is cute! the one wearing blue~!)
...which in turn prompt me and Jessie to look at our mother... and laughed. And then said, "yes, he's cute, isn't he? He's also the best singer of the group!", in which my mom reply, "he's the cute one~...."
...again.
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| Kotoba no Chikara |
[Friday
April 25th, 2008] |
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cheerful |
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music |
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Arashi - Happiness |
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Can I be giddy?
I just got my Arashi Final Time ~kotoba no chikara~ DVD. I'm very very satisfied with this DVD! it really is worth buying~... I'm glad that I bought it~....*giddy*
I especially love the - as my sister and I call it - "natsukashi uta medley", starting from Kotoba yori Taisetsuna mono until Sakura Sake. IT HAS PIKANCHI DOUBLE IN IT!!!! *cries*.... I was like, "uwa~ natsukashii!!"
And JIDAI!!! All of a sudden, I have the urge to re-watch Kindaichi back....lol!
Solo talk, shall we?
NIno's Niji is oh-so-beautiful! I'm sure everybody's saying this, but really, I could cry. The piano is beautiful. The way he plays is beautiful. The song is, of course, beautiful. Everything is beautiful. And I miss seeing him plays an instrument.
Aiba's Friendship is so so cute! Even the orange-gloved MAD dancers are cute. and Aiba looks great. His dance is very nice too! Very squeal-worthy!
Ohno's Song for Me is very....*speechless*. I really love the beginning of the song with the ticking of the clock before the song starts. And Ohno is great! Love the way he moves his body. He's simply beautiful! Too bad the camera didn't really captured his choreography.
Jun's Yabai3x = CHIBI JUN!!! I swear, there are parts where I thought I was watching SUppin Arashi, with Jun singing Superstar. lmao~... His adorableness and wackyness has come back, I noticed.... Pure love!
Sho's Can't Let You Go is very Sho. I love the red couch, and in the beginning, the way he sings to the his side, as if there's a person beside him. It's really cool~...
And what I love most about the DVD is that it got most of the songs that I love. It really makes me happy.
The MC is cute. And funny. And adorable. And crack. I haven't seen Arashi's MC in a long time. So, it's nice to see them in an MC again. I'm glad that they include the MC in.
Did I mention that this is my very first Arashi DVD? The fact itself really makes me happy. I feel giddy just holding the cover!
ARASHI SAIKOU?? YOU BET! XD
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| RL vs. Fandom |
[Thursday
April 3rd, 2008] |
while i was ym-ing with susan, i just realize that it's frustrating not to be able to squeal freely over something that other people don't understand. sometimes, i feel like i want my friends to at least understand things that i really like, and be empathetic about it. it's tiring when i'm excited and no one is there to share the excitement with at that moment. it's lonely too.
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